An idiom

Dear,

It is just like telling you that it hurts when you hit me

And you said that you like to hit, and it is just you, and you can't change, you don't want to change

On the other hand, I am no one, not a person that can ask you to change your self

I know it hurts, but i'm too much care for you to leave you

Then you keep hitting me

and i keep being hurt

until one day, i die

people can call me stupid for keep being with you, but it is a choice in life that i will never regret

I think now i can understand how the victims of domestic violance think 

And NO, i'm not being violanced by anyone 

a trilogy books, can i?

this year i feel like my life has suddenly transformed into a soap opera.

and again my ambition to write a novel rises..

i start to imagine how it will be..

(well, i think it can be divided into three books.. a trilogy )

i started to make the chapter titles..

but if i really want to accomplish it i should work hard..

because last time i fail.. just lost my desire to write on the way.. maybe because at that time that story was just too hurtful..

now lets see what will happen next..

wish me luck guys.. 

out of my mind

My mind filled with crazy things, crazy minds.

Then i read these phrases and can't let it go from my mind.

"To love someone is instinct

To be love by someone is luck

To live with someone you love is achievement

To live with someone who loves you is life"

Well,

I have the instinct, but maybe my luck is not yet come

I have achieve the thing, but still waiting for a life

Oh life.

Me, wondering how the future will be