yay!!

I'm leaving for 4 days in a donation trip to a place called Chantaburi (fyi, i really dont know where is it)..
bersama kangmas tentunyaaaa..
yay!

tapi serem kalo gak kebangun..
secara pargi jam 6 pagi yang artinya bangun jam 5..
udah gitu sekarang waktu sudah menunjukkan jam 1 malam kurang 9 menit..
padahal hari2 yang lalu kalo baru tidur jam segini baru akan bangun 8, itu juga paling cepet..
rata2 mah kebangun jam 9-10..
huaaaaaa....

gak lucu kalo gagal pergi karna ketinggalan rombongan..
mana masi sempet2nya posting lagi..
huehehehe

who am i?

They say im a Spontaneous Idealist (SI)..

Spontaneous Idealists are creative, lively and open-minded persons. They are humorous and dispose of a contagious zest for life. Their enthusiasm and sparkling energy inspires others and sweeps them along. They enjoy being together with other people and often have an uncanny intuition for their motivations and potential. Spontaneous Idealists are masters of communication and very amusing and gifted entertainers. Fun and variety are guaranteed when they are around. However, they are sometimes somewhat too impulsive in dealing with others and can hurt people without really meaning to do so, due to their direct and sometimes critical nature.

This personality type is a keen and alert observer; they miss nothing which is going on around them. In extreme cases, they tend to be oversensitive and exaggeratedly alert [CORRECT!] and are inwardly always ready to jump. Life for them is an exciting drama full of emotionality. However, they quickly become bored when things repeat themselves and too much detailed work and care is required. Their creativity, their imaginativeness and their originality become most noticeable when developing new projects and ideas - they then leave the meticulous implementation of the whole to others. On the whole, Spontaneous Idealists attach great value to their inner and outward independence and do not like accepting a subordinate role. They therefore have problems with hierarchies and authorities.

If you have a Spontaneous Idealist as your friend, you will never be bored; with them, you can enjoy life to the full and celebrate the best parties. At the same time, they are warm, sensitive, attentive and always willing to help. [So, you are lucky, my friend :)]

If Spontaneous Idealists have just fallen in love, the sky is full of violins and their new partners are showered with attention and affection. This type then bubbles over with charm, tenderness and imagination. [So, you are lucky mas ;p]

But, unfortunately, it soon becomes boring for them once the novelty has worn off. Boring everyday life in a partnership is not for them so that many Spontaneous Idealists slip from one affair into another. However, should the partner manage to keep their curiosity alive and not let routine and familiarity gain the upper hand, Spontaneous Idealists can be inspiring and loving partners.

Adjectives which describe your type
spontaneous, enthusiastic, idealistic, extroverted, theoretical, emotional, relaxed, friendly, optimistic, charming, helpful, independent, individualistic, creative, dynamic, lively, humorous, full of zest for life, imaginative, changeable, adaptable, loyal, sensitive, inspiring, sociable, communicative, erratic, curious, open, vulnerable

These subjects could interest you
literature, art, music, parties, concerts, travel, dancing, eating out [FOR SURE!], joint pleasure

what happen to me?

although i didnt have the guts to tell my self that this is love,
why is it hurts so much when you ignore me..
why is it hurts so much when you didnt give any room for me in your life..

i know we have little time left..
but that is the main reason why i want to spend these days with you..

im counting how many time we have left..
before i go, leaving you..
and finally you will also go.. and at the end leaving me..

five weeks without you..
and i dont know what will happen after that five weeks..

sigh..
missing you already..

you really know

kamu..
benar benar tau bagaimana cara memperlakukanku dengan tidak benar..

ketika aku ingin..
pasti kamu tidak ingin..
dan aku mengalah..

ketika aku tidak ingin..
pasti kamu ingin..
dan lagi.. aku mengalah

ketika aku bilang mau..
kamu akan bilang tidak mau..
dan aku berusaha keras agar kamu mau..

ketika aku bilang tidak mau..
lantas kau bilang mau..
dan aku tidak mengelak, karena jauh didalam hati, aku ingin berteriak mau..

kamu bilang aku terlalu patuh..
tidak.. aku tidak patuh..
aku selalu bisa menemukan seribu alasan untuk mendebatmu..
tapi dibanyak kesempatan, aku hanya terlalu malas untuk berdebat..
karena aku tau, aku tidak akan bisa menang melawan mu..

kamu tau ketika aku sedang gundah..
atau ketika sesuatu sedang mengganjal pikiran ku..
ketika aku sedang mempunyai pemikiran pemikiran buruk..

ketika saat itu datang,
kamu selalu bisa membuat ku merasa lebih baik..
tapi ketika perasaan ku sudah membaik, lantas kau tinggalkan begitu saja..

sigh..
you can be really understand me..
and at the same time being a really ignorant person..
or sometimes i know that you know, but you don't want to know about it..

believe it or not

sungguh tak dapat dipercaya
saya kemarin habis menonton pelm nehi nehi yang diperani oleh Amitabh Bachchan, putranya yang bernama Abhishek Bachchan, serta istri putranya alias Aishwarya Rai..
huehehe..
what a big happy family

untitled

what a shocking truth..
if it's really a truth..

if i ask this, will you tell me the truth..
and nothing but the truth..
so help me God..
(looh..)

i'm not sure if i'm ready for the truth..

gundah

adalah ketika harus memilih antara menepati janji ato mengikuti kemauan hati...

ternyata saya memang bukan orang yang dapat menepati janji apabila janji tersebut harus bertandingan dengan kangmas..
kikikik...

ya abis gimana..
wong janji dimasakin..
moso gak mau..

paling gampang luluh sama lelaki yang bisa memasak

the pony tail and me

tau sih kalau saya diiket ala pony tail terlihat bagai "mbok mbok"..
tapi ini kali pertama ada yang protes sama ke mbok mbok an saya itu (selain bunda tercinta tentunya, karna bunda selalu tak suka dengan rambut berkucir saya)..
hihihihi...

iya deh iya..
lain kali kalo bertemu tidak akan di kuncir lagi...
ya abis gimana.. kemaren kan hari yang melelahkan lagi panas luar biasa