what happen to me?

although i didnt have the guts to tell my self that this is love,
why is it hurts so much when you ignore me..
why is it hurts so much when you didnt give any room for me in your life..

i know we have little time left..
but that is the main reason why i want to spend these days with you..

im counting how many time we have left..
before i go, leaving you..
and finally you will also go.. and at the end leaving me..

five weeks without you..
and i dont know what will happen after that five weeks..

sigh..
missing you already..