egoist

this is what happen when two egoist met..

luckily both of us have different form of egoist..
the first one is egoist in a sense of having a really high ego, an inflated feeling of pride in your superiority to others
and the second is egoist in a sense of a conceited and self-centered person who concern about herself and her own needs, but don't have any ego if it's related with the first person

I realize you have ego more than an average man..
but i didn't learn my lessons well..
and i can't stop regretting that i've smashed your ego to the ground..

i know you need some time..
and i know the time you need may be endless..
well, you've wasted three months from you most valuable friend,
i can't imagine how much the time you can wasted from the time we might have..
but endless time is what we don't have..
and i am toooo selfish to let you go away from me..
and i don't have any ego if it concern with you..
that is why i keep trying and trying..
head over heels..
and hoping that you can compromised your ego with me..

aku bagai angin pantai..
yang tak jemu jemu membelai batu karang..

i really appreciate your effort to compromising..
even when you said it is not because what i did,
i don't care..
as long as you don't go..
be with me, my coral reef..

i am just an ordinary girl,
who wants to enjoy the leisure of next door neighbor Mercedes
that has really comfort seats and cool air condition
i know i can't to buy one, at least not now
but i believe i will have one, even though most probably it can't be the same type
just wait and see where the destiny brings me to