roller coaster

I really do think that this is the first time i ever being in a roller coaster like relationship

Everytime i over-enjoyed, something happen, and it destroyed..

But we always able to attached all parts together again..

But until when?

My feeling is not pure gold nor diamond,

It is diamond covered with gold..

when it breaks, i can be melted and reshaped,

the diamond parts wil be broke in to pieces..

and everytime it breaks, it became smaller and smaller pieces..

but it always there..

each time it breaks, it become more and more combined with the gold,

make the golden bar more shiny..

So i guess, it will always be like that until the end 

you are my everything.

i gave you my everything.

no need to have doubt on me.